It's been a long time between essays for me, 11 years since I finished my Graduate Diploma of Education, and university has changed a great deal in that time. And to be honest, I've changed. As I get older, near enough is no longer good enough, and I look back on my post school university experience, which is even further away, a good 20 years in fact, and I am no longer that person. I was so much lazier then, and my brain didn't seem as stretchy as it is now. There is no way I could have completed a Bachelor of Arts and had the responsibility of running (or perhaps co-piloting would be more accurate, as a work from home husband has certainly changed the way our home life functions) a household of 6 people, and ensuring that all their different needs are met. I wish my organisational side had developed a bit more, sometimes it seems like I am drowning, in paper, in dust, in laundry.
The first essay for 401 has been challenging. It was quite a complex task, comparing the two different authors, and at first it felt like I was trying to compare apples and turnips, they were so dissimilar. In the beginning, I felt that Purcell had the upper hand. All those neat headings. But reading, and rereading the Herring chapter, (and rerereading, and again), I discovered that I really liked what he had to say. Not in a "I have to like it, because I know he lectures on this subject, and I'm probably going to run across him over the next two or three or four years", but a genuine respect for his ideas. Although a few headings wouldn't have gone astray.
I have been consumed by the essay writing process. And the next essay I write, I will be more organised as far as referencing goes. In my defence, I was organised. And I had all the articles neatly stashed in a folder on my desktop labelled 401 assignment 1. I had loads of notes, and quotes ready to use. I had the names of the articles, page numbers, dates. Everything. Almost. I overlooked the whole "include a URL if you accessed it online". Sigh. It took hours to re-find all those articles. Hours and tears of frustration. Fortunately, I'm blessed with a loving family, and a dear patient friend, who sat with me, searching for articles, making me cups of tea and building me up when I despaired. And I did find them all in the end. The worst part of the process was seeing all the promising looking articles I could have used, but missed the first time round. And knowing that I was already far too far over the word limit to even seriously consider trying to pack more into that miniscule word limit.
Last night I finally bit the bullet, and had a serious look at reducing the word count. I was at 2377, too far over the 10% grace that is allowed. I had to lose 177 words. And I did. Not one word more than that though. My word count sits right at 2200 words. I cannot possibly sacrifice even one more word. I'll never be a write of short stories, it just isn't in me.
So I thought that today, as well as trying to catch up and make a good start on Topic 4, I'd also resurrect this poor neglected blog. I'll try to put a serious post up tomorrow about all the reading I've done today. Reading I've enjoyed. My brain is so limber now, and I am getting the "totally engaged and focussed" feeling that I like so much. Onwards.
Good on you for finishing it! I fear I will still be tweeking tomorrow night. It has been ages since I have done study and like you, am probably putting in more time that I would have when I studied at uni.
ReplyDeleteThanks Margaret, hope you get your tweaking done today. I still haven't submitted mine, I will do it tomorrow, I've never been able to hand in something till its absolutely due, just in case I discover something vital that must be said.
ReplyDeleteI think my biggest issue is going to be pacing myself, I just can't leave the books alone. When did I have time for all that partying back in my undergraduate days??